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Why do I..

..keep losing?


you guys help me forget my troubles and that's all I need right now.
currently listening to..
Feist - The Water

The telegraph cables hung
The few can decipher who the message is from
And delivering quietly'
Cause some don’t get much company






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Posted on Wednesday, April 22, 2009
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Thinking Of You.

I was going to write a blog entry on my day today… but due to a certain someone (KHANH) I am going to write this instead!

By the way, today I had lunch with Thanh&Katrina, and went to Row’s house to hang out. It was a lot more interesting but I am not going to go in further detail.

What you've got to do is think about 15 people who pop into your head and write about them. However, don't be too personal or obvious and give out who they are. Here are my ones:

1. Despite your mood swings your one of the people who can see two sides of a fight and know what to say to make me forget about my troubles sometimes. Your somewhat mysterious yet still have the time to talk and hang out with friends.

2. You’re an amazing person who inspires me in many different levels. Your one of the people I believe will remain my best friend till deaths do us part. You make me laugh, smile and gradually lift my spirits when I am feeling down.

3. You’re a very logical person who gives me necessary advice to endure my problems. Although there are barriers for us to become closer, we both try to sustain our closeness. I hope throughout time we still be good close friends because it would be a shame to lose such a good person like you. You are probably the only person I know who is physically and emotionally strong. I love talking to you.

4. You’re a really great friend, we share so many different things together and no matter what we will always be best friends through thick and thin, our friendship level is off the scale and I love you so much.

5. We have endured so much in such a long period of time yet still remain strong and healthy till this day and forever. I love you so much and we can talk about anything for hours and hours.

6. You make me laugh a lot and totally get me about certain things. You’re probably the most hardworking person I know yet still can fit in time for the special people in your life. Im glad that we have grown closer throughout the years.

7. You’re someone who was once the most important person in my life but now that’s totally changed. I wish I still knew what kind of person you are but its too late now. I always thought you would be someone who will stand next to me if I ever get married due to how close we were, it’s funny how things changed so fast.

8.You are someone who I somewhat enjoy talking to despite our differences. I know you’ll end up being very successful and rich. I like owning you in arguments because it makes me feel intelligent as you are a very intelligent person yourself.

9. Although we had some pretty bad downs in the past, I am so glad you regard me as one of your close best friends as you don’t regard many as close. I love our inside jokes and although sometimes you tend to annoy people, I know deep down inside you really are a great friend.

10. You are the loudest person I have ever known but its funny. You are really hilarious and I love hanging out and talking to you because you make me feel normal. I hope through time, we will still be good friends because you are one of a kind.

11. I know we’re not that close but I don’t know why I had the urge to put you in here. I know you’ve had to endeavor some harsh problems but just to let you know that I am always here if you need to talk.

12. If I was a guy, I think I would be you. It’s weird how you can read me so well and how I can read you so well. I love the person you are and you are so amazing and interesting. I am so glad that I met you because it made me realize that there is someone out there who shares the same interests and ambitions as me.

13. Out of all the people I know, you would have to be the kindest person I know. I am so glad we were close at one point but it’s a shame that we have drifted dramatically. I really miss you and our long talks. You are such an interesting person and any guy would be so lucky to have you.

14. No matter how hard I try to forget you, I just simply cant. Your name is like carved into my heart for god knows how long. You were probably the closest I felt to love so far. I know I treated you wrong and it is by far my deepest regret. If I didn’t act like how I did, then things would definitely be different right now. I might even be happy at this moment, but life goes on so I am trying my hardest to live life without you. You taught me indirectly to be a better person and if I could ever speak to you again, that is what I would tell you.

15. We were really close at one point and then we grew real distant with each other, to the point where I didn’t know who you were anymore. Then, fate gave us the chance to regain our closeness but at this very moment, we still remain the same, unclose. I miss you dearly and hope soon that we will be close again.

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Posted on Tuesday, April 14, 2009
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you know you changed when…










...you do not like the things as you did before. I believe I have changed drastically from the beginning of 08, this is due to events that have happened in my life, not to sound dramatic but they have definitely impacted on the person that I have become today, in a good and bad way. The reasons for my actions are consequently due to my eventful life. I guess it is necessary to have highs and lows in your life to alter your existence… I mean who would want to live their life doing the same thing, feeling the same emotions everyday?

There’s a song that has been on repeat on my winamp for hours, it’s called Think Of you by A Fine Frenzy, I love her album One Cell in the Sea. It’s a must listen, so check it out! There’s a lyric in there that got me pondering rather than studying for my modern exam:

“I thought I had it figured out
In a brand new life
With a great big house and
Green initials on the towels
I should be happy now”

What if the plans I have for my life do not work out and I end up completely lost and living a life that I did not intend to have?

Anyway, that’s for future me to figure it out.

Here are the things that are different about me these past few months:

- As autumn approached last month, I realised I really loved the falling brown leaves and windy days…. I use to love Sping&Summer now I am an Autumn&Winter chick. I just love those cold days where you stay in bed for hours listening to Feist or Lykke Li curling up to a good book while sipping on hot coffee, chocolate or milk tea. Those days are gold. The fashion is also way more satisfying than Spring and Summer fashion.

- I have become less of an optimistic person and have shifted to a realist. For example, I use to be one of those people who believed in doing things that make you happy regardless of the consequences, at present, I am someone who’s vision is blinded by reality and can only see the logic towards things. This relates to my change in university courses and what I want to do with my life. At the moment, I am totally clueless with the path I want to choose but all I know is I want to make lots of money and buy a big house with a spectacular garden and an exquisite view.

- To contradict my last point, I tend to daydream more often that I use to. I also like to sleep more because I can escape into the life that I want and wished I had. Sleep is like a city where you are God and can control every aspect that you wish to but it’s not the city I live in…. permanently.

- I do not see the good in boys anymore except for the ones I call my best friends.

- I use to like the idea of going on a date, dining at an expensive restaurant but now my ideal date is walking in the park on a breezy day, when the sun just sets while talking about the past, present and future.

- I have had the realisation that I can be heavily opinionated, obnoxious and self-righteous at times. With this realisation, I will change.

- Nevertheless, I have also grown to be more comfortable with my best friends, so comfortable that I can talk to them about anything and finally open up to my loved ones.

The things that will never change are the love for my best friends, family and me.
I’d like to give special shout outs (not in order) to:

- Rowena especially for making this blog and giving me the opportunity to voice my thoughts and of course for always being there for me ever since eleven years ago.

- Cathy Vu for always making me laugh when times are tough and tolerating with my complaints all the time, I value your friendship more than words can explain.

- Thanh for telling me what I need to hear and understanding my point of views even when no one else does.

- Khanh for being a good friend who I can depend on for support.

- Bryan for the happy moments I treasure in my life and being there for me when I need someone to talk to.

- Chris for giving me directions when Im clueless in life and being there when I need you.

- David Chi for giving me the wisdom and guidance to help me in life and tolerating my calls even if it’s at 2 in the morning.

- Paul for those great moments we shared and especially for always being there for me through thick and thin.

- Jeffrey for being the hilarious person you are and cheering me up when I need it most.

- My family for always putting up with my absurd behaviours and easily forgiving me when I am at fault.

Of course, these are only a few lines that I can come up with at the top of my head, the way I feel about you guys are so so so much more, so thank you for everything you guys have done for me, I appreciate each and everyone of you so dearly.


And to someone who is not present in my current life..

I have learnt to forgive you and move on, I wished things didn’t turn out the way it has but you have helped me realise so many things that were wrong with me and from this experience I have grown to become a better person. Thank you.


“Just to put your mind at ease
You don’t owe me anything
You paid me well....
In memories”


I promise you my next entry will not be this cheesy..

V.

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Posted on Wednesday, April 8, 2009
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