....Cos im missing you,
Im missing your loveWe tend to cling on to the past because things were better back then. For example, if one is still in “love” with their ex, it doesn’t necessarily mean its “love”, it could be, missing their presence, therefore one is not use to being alone, or it could be that one can’t have them therefore there is a need to desire them more because they are off limits. It makes sense, not everything is love. Love is so over-rated, so cliché, so exaggerated. I have a right to be cynical towards love because I don’t know how it feels so thus I don’t understand what lovebirds are going through, but I have experienced the two factors mentioned above not relating to love.
However, the new Black Eyed Peas album is love….. actually only a few songs, some of the songs are so artificial, meaning the sounds used in the songs are endorsed with computer- made sounds. In a way it can be called techno music. The songs that I do like are:
Track 3: Meet me Halfway
Track 5: I Gotta feeling
Track 6: Missing You
Track 7: Alive
Track 9: Party all the time
Some Im getting used to & some are just plain weird.
I was going through my social diary (if it can be called that anymore) the other day and I realised the last party I went to was 3 months ago. Talk about anti-social. And before you think Im a low-life high school student who has no friends and photoshops her photos….. Let me defend myself! I have been invited to parties just I haven’t been clicking the accept button as HSC has really put in a “no party” mood. I actually do not study 24/7 but I should…for the sacrifices to be worth it.
If we could party all night and sleep all day, and throw all of our problems away, my life will be easy
- Black Eyed Peas; Party all the time
I can do this in about 4 months… Im counting down the days.
Labels: HSC, music
I love nature for two reasons:1. Its of course all natural
2. Its a place where you can escape.
So in the future, my big mansion will consist of a huge garden as well :)
I've figured out whats been happening lately.. control is nowhere to be found in my average lifestyle. I have no control on my studys, weight, social life, sleep... How do I find the time to balance everything out again? Its so hard.... I just want to party !!!
I've got good plans for the post-HSC period :) I'll sit down and write them all out when I have time & I'll blog about them.
Im deprived of good music, Death cab has been on repeat on my playlist for the past 3 weeks, need time to listen to good music so it can sink in.
; BRYAN! says:
Shotgun next blog!
I kind of have writer's block so bye for now!
My Latest time consuming obsession!
Labels: cruise control, HSC
I slept at 7:30 in the morning today and woke up at 2:30 in the arvo. I thought I would sleep more but its so hard to sleep in , in the afternoon due to noise being produced in every direction. I wonder if I can be awake for 24 hours straight…
Today is Anzac Day and as the great Vice Captains Chris & I are, we went to Fairfield RSL to attend the ceremony. Unfortunately we were one of very few schools to attend the school. Shame to the schools that didn’t go! Anzac day is always a sad and reflective public day, I wouldn’t know how it feels like to lose someone you love in a blood-thirsty war but I do respect and appreciate the soldiers who fought for our freedom and I am thankful for freedom of speech and chocolate. We will remember them
Just three days left till school resumes and back to that tiring thing called the HSC. Next holidays, I will be so productive (I hope) studying for the trials then the holidays after that is the last holidays till HSC.
I definitely can’t wait for post-HSC period where the only things on my mind are partying and sleeping. However I will miss high school and all the great memories that have been made. Life’s so sad… But we're all in this together!
Anyway if anyone’s pondering what to get me for my birthday… a ticket to New York would be nice =) , thank you thank you.
Listening to ..
Death cab for cutie – title and registration
Cause behind its door there's nothing to keep my fingers warmAnd all i find are souvenirs from better times
Before the gleam of your taillights fading east
To find yourself a better life.
Labels: Anzac, HSC, school
Cause behind its door there's nothing to keep my fingers warm
