The Dustland Fairytale beginning With just another white trash county kiss in '61. Long brown hair, and foolish eyes. He'd look just like you'd want him to Some kind of slick chrome American prince. Blue Jean serenadeMoon river what you do to me. I don't believe you.
Saw Cinderella in a party dress, she was looking for a nightgown. I saw the devil wrapping up his hands, he's getting ready for the showdown. I saw the minute that I turned away, I got my money on a pawn tonight. Change came in disguise of revelation, set his soul on fire. She said she always knew he'd come around. And the decades disappear Like sinking ships but we persevere. God gives us hope but we still fear, we don't know. Your mind is poisoned. Castles in the sky, sit stranded, vandalized. The drawbridge is closing.
Saw Cinderella in a party dress, she was looking for a nightgown. I saw the devil wrapping up his hands, he's getting ready for the showdown. I saw the ending where they turned the page, I threw my money and I ran away. Sent to the valley of the great divide Out where the dreams all hide. Out where the wind don't blow, Out here the good girls die. And the sky moves slow Out here the bird don't sing Out here the field don't blow Out here the bell don't ring Out hear the bell don't ring Out here the good girls die Now Cinderella don't you go to sleep, it's such a bitter form of refuge. Why don't you know the kingdoms under siege and everyone needs you Is there still magic in the midnight sun, or did you leave it back in '61? In the cadence of a young man's eyes. Out where the dreams all hide
As today is the last day of the holidays, I felt obligated to blog. This holiday was not as relaxing as I have previously experienced holidays. Stupid Higher School Certificate. If only I could earn everything without ‘hard work’ BUT... life doesn’t work that way.
The other day was one of the warmest days of winter...so warm it made me happy. The evidence is presented below...
Im still sane.
I slept at 9am today, staying up to finish my major work for extension history. I realised... I can’t handle all nighters anymore...I’m too old for this stuff. Actually I felt sick, maybe because of the overdose on caffeine. Poor my body :( Nothing new, nothing Old.
The weather outside looks like its going to rain yet somethings holding it back. Its making me sleepy.. 10 hours of sleep (on & off) is not enough. Two days left till school starts, till reality starts again. I am sort of looking forward to school but I know after 2 weeks of school I will get sick of it & wish I was on holidays again. I wonder what people are doing at this moment... It makes me curious, this weather, today, no work, no school, no plans. I want to curl up in bed & watch a good chick flick :( Stupid assignments.. so not motivated.
Today i FINALLY watched Harry Potter & the Half-blood Prince and it was good but in my honest opinion, I think its not one of the best but the book wasn't either so maybe thats why. How hot is Cormac Mclaggen? Who was played by Freddie Stroma. I totally forgot about his character in the book..I must re-cap and read it again.
You just broke my heart.
I was so dissapointed that there were so less scenes of him, couldn't they just film him standing around in random scenes?
I can honestly say that I am dying to watch the last movie. The book is sooooo good that the movie has to be as well! Im such a Harry Pothead.
Holidays are going by so fast, I wish it would stop not to mention I crave steak, asian food & fast food. With an appetite like this, Im sure to live long! =D
Signs are weird things. When you walk down the street and you see a pamphlet saying “go to church” and you haven’t been to church in a while, you immediately think it’s a sign. When you pass a place that you didn’t intend to go, you immediately think I should go to that place. When you see the word ‘BLOG’ on one of your history research books, you immediately think BLOG.
I’d like to notify you all, my whereabouts this past week (well mainly) This is my study desk:
I get to stare at the sky while I study.. Okay fine! I only went here once during the past week. Its HSC’s most intense moment & I’m laid back sleeping in till 12-1 every morning. Someone slap me please.... Some outings I’ve been to, on the first week of holidays:
Cathy Nguyen's 17th dinner @ Rashays
Artienes/Duys/Nemo's 18th @ Marlons
I've realised my party animal is nowhere to be found. I need it in about 4 months. Its on standby I guess.I wished I could wake up one day, get out of bed, and sit at a table and do work for 8 hours straight and for it to be effective. When that happens, I’ll give everyone tim-tams.
Today is such a lovely lovely lovely day & Im stuck inside struggling to finish my extension history major!
I want to learn how to play this song, sing it off by heart and marry it. Its one of the most beautiful songs I've ever heard. Credits to Jenny dao's ipod :) Love love love this song.
Does anyone know what the telstra recall piano piece is? I've been challenged to learn how to play it but I can't find the piano sheet anywhere.
I was scared of the first day of school, valued my story book collection and was learning to speak fluent english. When I was 5.. I made thousands of mixed tapes of me singing nursery rhymes in my mum's sewing room. When I was 5 I had imaginary friends who never let me down, walked around with bare feet until the sun went down and my feet were black. When I was 5.. I loved the rain and my eyes went bigger as I saw chocolate chip cookies. When I was 5 .. my mum washed me everyday and fed me, I cried whenever I left her side. When I was 5 .. I loved Sesame Street and Play School and spent hours watching cartoons without a care in the world. When I was 5.. I didn't have money and didn't need it, I thought it was a useless piece of plastic. When I was 5.. I played in the backyard and cried when I fell down face flat on the concrete. That was all when I was 5..
Now, Im 17 and facing the biggest challenge of my life the HSC. Not a day goes by that I don't think about it and when I stuff up my assessments, it feels like the end of the world. Im 17 and money is more important to me than happiness, I actually believe money IS happiness. Im 17 and scared shitless about the future, about being successful, about responsiblities. Im 17 and my friends, family, myself all dissapoint me. My eyes brighten at the thought of having thousands and thousands of shoes, clothes, accessories. Im 17 and theres not a day that I don't feel down, depressed or in the dumps. Im 17 and everything seems to be against me, dissapoint me or just never comes to me. I want to cry but I can't, I want to scream but the words don't come out right. Im 17 and think of leaving my family from time to time.. knowing that its sinful, selfish and not me.
Chocolate chip cookies, play school and mixed tapes don't make me happy anymore. I question what does make me happy?
Judging from the title & picture, yes indeed I went to watch Transformers 2 today! I must say that it was good and really did live up to my standards, I liked it more than the first one. Its funny how the slogan says "more alien robots, bigger explosions & much more MEGAN FOX" I didn't know Megan Fox was one of the prime reasons for the storyline of Transformers... and like there would be random scenes of her looking all seductive & gorgeous. Its actually funny, don't get me wrong I love Megan Fox! One of the reasons why I watched Transformers was because of her but its weird how they shoot scenes of just her for no particular purpose. That's my two cents.
Been feeling more anti-social than ever these days and im actually glad holidays are coming but not for social reasons but to catch up studying for the trials. I am so scared of trials, more scared than the real HSC exams. Trials> HSC. Hopefully, I don't procrastinate these holidays or else, it will literally be the death of me.
While we're on the topic of movies, I can not wait to watch Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince & My Sister's keeper both coming out in mid-July.
I've realised I have multiple personalities that I want to be, I can't make up my mind...just like with my university course and what I want to eat everytime I go to a food court & not to mention whether I should cut a fringe or not..cant I just have everything?
Usually 17 year olds have the most fun? We'll seee..
"I will never be, I will never be you, no
I will always be, I will always be me, that I know
But oh, even though I'm happy being me
I want to get away from all this harsh reality"
- Lenka
Likes them pretty, breezy not too sunny days, holding hands in the park, winter fashion, photography,
board games with the loved ones, staying up for hours talking on the phone, listening to chilled music on rainy days,
music by coldplay, a fine frenzy, marie digby, feist, lenka, death cab for cutie,the postal service, rooney, imogen heap
,the teenagers, lykke li, emiliana torinni & tegan&sara
