The world seems to be the end when you're sick. Instead of seeing colours and natural light, you see tears (from sneezing, attempting to sneeze), white fluffy light-weight paper or in other words, tissues. Yes my pretties, I am SICK; Sick to an extent that everyone looks at you like an alien, alienates you like a freak, this exaggerated behaviour is called... SWINE BEHAVIOUR.
I DONT HAVE SWINE!!!!
My proof? I went to the doctors 2 days ago, he said its a common cold! Only I can say I have swine and only I can say I am Hamlet (looking at you Khanh)
Let me sum up , how I am..
I feel like shit, look like shit but I dont smell like shit.
Being sick during the HSC is like indirect failing.... Please send me a remedy..NOW!
I went to my first party since the last party I went to last weekends! Thanks for the social outbreak Rowena :)
Let me warn you, my drama graph is stationary..just like Rowenas.. prepare for more interesting reads after.. 4PM november 6th 2009 and if drama does unexpectedly arrive before that..then you'll be the first to know.
My mountain of tissues.... and yes that asian bowl was my medicine.
- got sick but miraculously got better a few hours later - slept in till 12/1 noon - caught up on Australia's Next Top Model - really want Claire or Thanee to win - attended Khanh's photoshoot for his B.O.W, wearing a thin material dress on a freezing day/night - did nothing school related - was meant to go shopping today but stayed home to 'catch up' on work - went to look for a new plan for a new phone - found a mouse in my kitchen, is paranoid to the dayss now. - do not want to go school tomorrow
Since you’ve been away, everything don’t seem like they use to be between you & me...
....Cos im missing you, Im missing your love
We tend to cling on to the past because things were better back then. For example, if one is still in “love” with their ex, it doesn’t necessarily mean its “love”, it could be, missing their presence, therefore one is not use to being alone, or it could be that one can’t have them therefore there is a need to desire them more because they are off limits. It makes sense, not everything is love. Love is so over-rated, so cliché, so exaggerated. I have a right to be cynical towards love because I don’t know how it feels so thus I don’t understand what lovebirds are going through, but I have experienced the two factors mentioned above not relating to love.
However, the new Black Eyed Peas album is love….. actually only a few songs, some of the songs are so artificial, meaning the sounds used in the songs are endorsed with computer- made sounds. In a way it can be called techno music. The songs that I do like are:
Track 3: Meet me Halfway Track 5: I Gotta feeling Track 6: Missing You Track 7: Alive Track 9: Party all the time
Some Im getting used to & some are just plain weird.
I was going through my social diary (if it can be called that anymore) the other day and I realised the last party I went to was 3 months ago. Talk about anti-social. And before you think Im a low-life high school student who has no friends and photoshops her photos….. Let me defend myself! I have been invited to parties just I haven’t been clicking the accept button as HSC has really put in a “no party” mood. I actually do not study 24/7 but I should…for the sacrifices to be worth it.
If we could party all night and sleep all day, and throw all of our problems away, my life will be easy - Black Eyed Peas; Party all the time
I can do this in about 4 months… Im counting down the days.
I saw you through a window once. You probably have forgetten me But I can't seem to forget you so easily Why do you cross my mind? When I never cross yours? & my existance..it seems you cannot find. Your face, our last conversation, its all so clear to me but in your eyes, theres no me, theres no you, theres no 'we'
Do you ever have those random flashbacks of when you were younger and you had those wild adventures? It usually triggers when you meet people from your childhood or going through photographs or even....just out of the blues. The other day I ran into my distant cousin who was my first best friend. Its weird how we don’t talk or anything anymore, when we did everything together, when we were younger. I remember once,we built a bridge with chairs to go down the sewers at the back of my house, it wasn’t actually a sewer, it was like a place where water was running and on the left was a tunnel and on the right led to some place that we were too chicken to reach. It was nice, the sun shone directly at it, it kind of look like a good secret hiding place to get away from your troubles. We never got to explore it thoroughly, because we were both scared that my mother would find out and tell us off for doing stupid things. A few years later, when I was walking to the shopping centre, I figured out where the place on the right led to.. it led to the other side of the road, talk about anti-climax.
Being a kid was so fun, you had no worries, no problems, and you didn’t care if you didn’t have any money. It was probably the best time of my life so far.
My first BFF & I (If you see this, Im sorry.. LOL)
Yep. I was cute & my only fear was that damn sparkler.
I know this entry is quite personal, I feel personal today.
Usually 17 year olds have the most fun? We'll seee..
"I will never be, I will never be you, no
I will always be, I will always be me, that I know
But oh, even though I'm happy being me
I want to get away from all this harsh reality"
- Lenka
Likes them pretty, breezy not too sunny days, holding hands in the park, winter fashion, photography,
board games with the loved ones, staying up for hours talking on the phone, listening to chilled music on rainy days,
music by coldplay, a fine frenzy, marie digby, feist, lenka, death cab for cutie,the postal service, rooney, imogen heap
,the teenagers, lykke li, emiliana torinni & tegan&sara
