I want to go to the park and sit and read and listen to thoughtful music. I want to run around in pretty floral dresses and listen to the strumming of the guitar and lie around a midst the sun rays talking about nothing with a particular someone. ‘Particular Someone’ so vague, so superficial. Why is it as humans we always crave love, a companion, why is it studies have shown that people are happier in relationships? Why can’t we be independent and rely on ourselves, be happier by ourselves? Why can’t I live by myself and focus on myself without the craving of sharing my successes with another. Why are most songs and movies projected from a love story? Why can’t majority of music be about butterflies and birds and poverty in third world countries? I want to move away from the superficial world & fall into the unknown. I need a holiday.

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